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i miss my baby!!!!:( [Dec. 23rd, 2004|08:09 pm]
[Current Mood |crushedcrushed]

ok i miss kevin. i'm sad very very sad. he won't be eback for two days but i won't see him until 3days from now.ok i'm pathetic. he hasn't called all day and i miss hearing his voice.i want to talk to him so bad but don't want to bug him.
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kevins leaving in two days [Dec. 20th, 2004|11:33 am]
[Current Mood |depresseddepressed]

Hey i'm very sad today, kevin is leaving intwo days and won't be back until the day after x-mas.:( our 1st x-mas together and he's not gonna be here. ok i'm done now!!!!!!

anyway's he brought me a tv for x-mas and says he has more for me. i hate the i couldn't have spent more money on him.i only had enough to buy him and megan stuff for x-mas. it sucks. anyways. here's a new list for everyone.

1. Watch the sunset together
2. Back rubs/messages
3. French kiss
4. Hold them with hands inside the back of their shirt
5. Whisper to each other
6. Cook for each other
7. French kiss in the rain
8. Dress each other
9. Undress each other
10. Kiss every part of their body
11. Hold hands often
12. Sleep together (actually sleep together, not sex)
13. Sit and talk in just underwear
14. Buy surprise gifts for each other
15. Roses, daisies, or wild flowers
16. Find a nice secluded place to lie and watch the stars
17. Kiss them every chance you get
18. Don't wear underwear and let them find out
19. Lightly kiss their collarbone and jawbone just below their ear, then whisper "I love you."
20. Write poetry for each other
21. Kiss/smell their hair
22. Hugs are the universal medicine
23. Say "I love you" only when you mean it, and make sure they know you mean it
24. Tell her she's the only girl you ever want, and don't lie
25. Spend every second possible together
26. Tell her she never has to do anything she doesn't want to do, and mean it
27. Look into each other's eyes often
28. Very lightly push up their chin, look into their eyes, tell them you love them, and kiss them
29. Talk to each other using only your eyes, body language, and by humming different pitches
30. When in public, only flirt with each other
31. Walk behind them and put your hands in their front pockets
32. Put love notes in their pockets when they don't know it
33. Buy an inexpensive ring, place it on their finger, and say "I do."
34. Sing to each other
35. Read to each other
36. PDA's
37. Take advantage of any time alone together to cuddle
38. Draw a picture together
39. Let them sit on your lap
40. Lips were made for kissing. So were eyes, cheeks, collarbones, hands, and ears.
41. Kiss her on her stomach with an oceanic kiss (draw in a short breath or air just before the kiss)
42. Hold them around their hips/sides
43. Hold her hand, stare into her eyes, kiss her hand, and place it over your heart
44. Unless you can hear their heart beating, then you aren't close enough
45. Dance together
46. Cherish the picture you see when she falls asleep in your arms
47. Carry her when you have to walk through mud, or she's tired, cold, or even if she asks
48. Do cute things like write "I love you" on a piece of paper so they have to hold it up to a mirror to read it
49. Make excuses to call them often
50. Even if you are extremely busy doing something and they are away and know you are busy, go out of your way to call and say "I love you" or something else to show them you do
51. Call them from your vacation spot and tell them you miss them and were thinking about them, and be sure to mean it
52. Remember your dreams, and share them with each other
53. Ride your bike a healthy distance to see them if even just for a few hours, even if you have a car
54. After you've ridden/driven home, call them
55. Tell each other your most sacred secrets/fears
56. Be Prince Charming to her parents, and mean it
57. Act out a mutual non-sexual fantasy together
58. Brush her hair out of her face for her
59. Stay up all night and think of 101 ways to be sweet to them
60. Talk to her friends as well as her when you are all together
61. Go to church/worship/pray together, even if you aren't religious
62. Take her to see a movie and remember all the parts she liked
63. Cuddle together under a full moon on a clear night
64. Learn from each other and never make the same mistakes twice
65. Everyone deserves a second chance
66. Describe the joy that you genuinely feel just to be with him/her
67. Make obvious sacrifices for each other
68. Love each other together, don't just be together
69. You figure it out. (Haha.)
70. Write a story about how you met and fell in love with them, and give it to them
71. Let there never be a second during the day you aren't thinking about them, and make sure they know it
72. Pray about them every night before going to bed
73. Love yourself before you love anyone else
74. Learn to say sweet things in foreign languages
75. Dedicate songs on the radio to them if you can, even if you know they aren't listing so everyone else can know how you feel
76. Fall asleep on the phone with each other (intentionally)
77. Stand up for them if someone talks trash, whether or not they are present
78. Never forget the kiss goodnight, and always remember to say "sweet dreams"
79. Always try to tell them everything you love about them, and mean it
80. Draw cute little pictures and symbols on the letters you give them
81. Give her something of personal value for her to keep as a reminder of your love for her
82. Never do anything with other members of the opposite sex that you wouldn't do with them there with you
83. Find a particular tree in the part to call your own, and go there often to talk about your day
84. Make sure to put their wishes before your own
85. Always remember the anniversary and plan something special for the occasion; forgive and forget if they forget the anniversary
86. Board games on rainy days
87. Always say "bless you" or "God bless you" when she sneezes
88. Share with your friends how much you love them, and be truthful
89. Open your heart to them as much as or more than they do to you
90. Always say good, truthful things to them to cheer them up when they need it
91. Never talk about problems with ex's
92. Go on a walk and pick flowers for her (with or without her)
93. Be true to yourself- be true to each other, and always be true
94. Spend time thinking of creative dates
95. Go on one of those creative dates
96. To settle an argument, think of what is right, not who is right
97. Never say anything you know will make them jealous
98. Tell her parents how much you love her
99. Find a particular star in the night sky to call your own. When you know you can't be together, set a time for both of you to look at the same star and think of each other.
100. Fill your heart with love, and fill theirs with yours
101. Never wait for them to say "I love you" first, and always say it in return with meaning.

ok i love you all.
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well this sucks. [Dec. 14th, 2004|04:37 pm]
[Current Mood |sicksick]

OK, so what's up,i'm so lost in what to do. i want to play softball so much but my grandma is bitching cuz i didn't want to go get a job, but now i'm going to test for the job and she's still not happy.i don't know what to do. i'm so lost. helppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp.
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back to cimarron [Dec. 6th, 2004|03:14 pm]
[Current Mood |weirdweird]
[Current Music |dr. phil]

so, tomorrow i'm going to cimarron.. and things will prolly be really hard around here for the time being. until i prove i can do it.

anyways tomorrow will be six months,and i'm going out the dinner at a nice nice restruant. i have to come home and do my homework first. well i should go.

i love you Kevin!
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ok so [Nov. 23rd, 2004|09:02 am]
[Current Mood |amusedamused]
[Current Music |jessica's bitching about motorcycles]

my uncle is in pahrump from irag. and on saturday we went shopping. it was great. i have all new cholthes.ok i have to go back to school now. love yall bye
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this just plain sucks. [Nov. 17th, 2004|12:46 pm]
[Current Mood |crappycrappy]

i went to the denist yesterday. i got 10 fillings and a tooth pulled next are five rootcanals. so i hurt.
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sunday. [Nov. 8th, 2004|02:38 pm]
[Current Mood |coldcold]

ok so i slept till like 11:30 called kevin to find out when we were going to see his dad. he told me that his dad had called to say it was raining. so we went ice skating which sucked. then we went to the satr trek experince. that was alot of fun then we came to my house and laid on my bed. dinner was ok. i'm going to the concert and then i'm going with kevin and his family to dumont for thanksgiving. yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. my uncle is supposed to be here for thanksgiving but kevin and i will take him to dinner or something before he goes back to irag. my dad is going to irag before x-mas it sucks. well i'd better go before my grandma styarts bitching. omg to late
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life sucks. [Nov. 7th, 2004|12:24 am]
[Current Mood |tiredtired]

anyways,tonight was ok as usasl. went and played rifts with the group. and then came home and am now going to sleep.
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i feel like crying. [Nov. 4th, 2004|02:28 pm]
[Current Mood |depresseddepressed]

i feel like crap. and as usasl my grandmother is babying megan who has a runny nose. i'm sick and she expects me to do everything for her.

i wish that i could just make evrything perfect in my life.
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men are asses. [Nov. 3rd, 2004|03:43 pm]
[Current Mood |enragedenraged]

why is it that when you have sex with a guys he then sleeps for hours?why is it that girls are expected to wait until the guy calls?
what is wrong with wanting to be sweet and naughty at the same time?
why is it really impossible for me just to say " no kevin don't go back to sleep"?
on days that he doesn't see me he usally doesn't go home and go to sleep, he goes to planlet x or some shit like that. i seriously just want to scream at him. i hate when he does that.

ok i have to finish painting my nails now so maybe more when i'm done.
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